Watch out as Lamboguiny helps take people off the street.
It has not been fair to me and I don’t know why . This time around I’m just tough on myself.
I don’t deserve to be like this.
I don’t deserve to be treated like this…… LOVE!
Chai!!! I know I’ve not been good to myself here.. Pardon me
I don’t like to being emotional about a relationship / friendship with someone I like. The Taurus is really showing himself and I’m getting tired of saying the whole thing over and over again. Maybe I said it in my mind and I thought he heard.
Despite everything if not nothing, I have proven and shown him that I truly love him. I hate to complain or act like I need attention. But right now, it dawning on me that I’m in my own world. We are not on the same page yet.
I’m weak .. I just needed to say something here and let it go out of my mind.
Aside the friendship we keep and work we have together, I don’t know if things are working between the both of us.
I hate to deceive myself and believe there is something and to him its like there is nothing.. we are just friends.. Life is not fair and I’m served with what I don’t deserve. Everyday I pray for things to change and I still believe in the love I have for him.
I hate to be in love with someone and I’m not getting the same treatment back.. It sucks and I look like a fool. He does not believe in it anymore.. I lost faith in it a long time ago and since when I met him, Its like LOVE came in another form and I opened my heart for it again. I’m sad but I will get over it.
Its ok if he has stopped believing in the word ‘Love’ and I totally ‘understand’ even if I just assume I know it or understand what he mean. To anyone out there, it looks like I’m just talking and I look stupid but I’m sharing how I feel at the moment and It can happen to anyone in Love. You know it makes us do stupid things and this is part of it.
It is unfair that I’m not getting what I want and I won’t force it..
I feel alone.. I pray I get the love in return back..
Note pls: The title will be used whenever I want to say something about them
They are two different people and the Aquarian is crazy about the Taurus.
End of story.
He Inspires me.. Yes!! I said so but how will someone in my imagination inspire me?
Figure it out in my previous posts, he is not just in my imagination but he is a part of me. Well, I don’t know how to praise people or lie to them because I want to ‘sing your praise’. I never told him for once that he inspires me I’m sure he is going say ‘WOW!!’ lol!!!!! I always want to learn around him and most times imitate what he does. Don’t mind me, I always feel like that when am around him.
The quote above describes how I feel right now. Every minute, every second I thank God I found him. I don’t know if he found me first but I’m glad I learn when am around him. Its not easy to find such people tho’ and when you have them around you, just be yourself and let your spirit flow with the person. God is author of all creation and he gives us all wisdom, knowledge to do the things we can do today. I thank God for that and for also sending ‘him’ to me cos ‘He Inspires Me :)’
Happy New Month to all my readers, visitors and friends. I wish us all the best this new month. I have a lot of taurus people in my life too. My two sisters, my friends Lee, AYR, Bukky N, Lola I can’t even remember some of them right now.
Talking about new posts on this blog… Err!!! I know I’m guilty of not being consistent. I’ll try my best to be more frequent with my posts.
All the best in this new month guys.
This is not world war 2 neither is it Titanic nor Romeo and Juliet. Its about two people and they have different zodiac names.
The story started sometime last year , the aquarian met the Taurus online from a social network site. Truly, it was just one those online fans/stalkers you have considering the kind of work you do.
The Taurus started as a stalker tho’ and now we are ‘tolerating’ each other. Meaning we talk and we didn’t start talking like that but once in a while we say ‘hi’ , ‘hello’ and all that.
Anyways, I’m not here to bore you but I just want to share few things I like about this Taurus.
He is one of the few people someone would want to have in the present and also pray to have in the future. (Not singing his praises)
He’s matured… iLike
He is unpredictable.
He likes to play mind games and that can be crazy cos you need to be able to solve puzzles.
Above all, I’m thinking….. Never mind -_-
The question is: when did we start talking? Like for real I can’t remember.
The taurus is too proud to talk to the aquarian and likewise the aquarian was too busy to share what she had for the taurus.
In a short while, all this will be clear.
Wait till my next post for the continuation..