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I have never felt this way before in a long time and I’m still surprised that I’m in love with someone I like. I hate to say that I’m in love but not with someone in the same industry.
There’s no point describing him here but he’s also a popular person and he likes being coded. Before we saw one on one, I used to call him my stalker. We’ve been friends since last year and the love thing that came in between us is what is amazing me. Chai!!! Love wantintin..
Anyways… I’m a girl and it is normal if I express the way I feel by tweeting it or sharing it on my bbm status. It is normal.. Normal in the sense that it will take time for me to be normal to understand him fully. The love thing will be aside too but I like to be realistic with myself. I don’t like to hurt n deceive myself because I ‘Love’ someone.
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I didn’t say he is in a relationship.. Yes he is oo!! And its a big problem for me.. I usually have iSsues with men like that.. Even the single guys are worse.. *sorry face*.
Now the issh there is that if we finally say yes we wanna go on with it. Will I be the main chick or side chick?
That’s what I don’t want to be, a side chick.. Tufiaka!!!
I’m in the mood to share my time with someone who’s gonna worth it. Not someone who will eventually go ahead with someone else n I will be thinking in my little mind that I have someone.
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Did I ever mention have been scared to love again since my last relationship with yomi? No, I didn’t share that. Those years was awesome and the ending part was crazy.. it was not a fairy tale love so it crashed like a pack of card.
I want to take my time and a close friend just reminded me that I should start with being his friend and that the love will grow from there. He also said I should not allow him kiss me that it will just End there.
She’s in love remember…
Till the next post.. Xoxo!!